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Saturday, November 11, 2006


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friday
have band practice today..
from 10 to 6.45
there is only me with the sec 1 at first..
i seriously have no idea how to communicate with them.
there is like a gap..

we did warm ups,till speed 95
amanda saw me take warm up with them..
and i didnt tell them anything..i cant fit to be a SL.(which i dont want to)
it will take up a lot of my time,
i cant cope band and piano now..
next year how will i survive
i have to cope band piano and studies..

we did full band..
on merry widow,
its okay..but without
snare bells crash timpini
it sounded er... no fun

lunch break
padey play cannon in D
i figure out the left hand part
we put everything together
joey and me make fun of him
by not letting him to play the marb
we trick him that when he teach shayir
wad is doted crotchet we let him played
in the end also dont have..he give us that
sad face..
i teach him the left hands part of cannon in D
every mistakes he made he will be beaten by me with the stick
he got a lot of beating...his hand is RED
hahax.


we have sectional in the afternoon
we did warm up again,
we do scales.
padey joey amanda and me
act small little children
who know nothing..

we did merry widow
this time me and padey acturally enjoying it
without complaining to amanda how much we hate this piece like last time
we love figure 8 onwards...!!
i think he already get his part right except me
all thanks to the figure 12
alll the running notes..

i feel so tired everyday band..
but i get the satifaction that i improve abit in my sight reading

to joey:
the only way to get super fast sight reading
is when u read all type of scores..

today
the secondest earliest in the school
i sit at the corner
listening at my mp3 player..
the wind blows
and suddenly feel very hurt and depress
while listening to F.I.R songs
even when listening to GET HIGH.
i cant GET HIGH.

people walk pass me i just stare into the space
thinking about everything
what i want to be in future,will i have a future
life izzit the same as 2006?
SYF...all the stress came up
have the urge to cry in that moment..
all came along this person came out from my mind
the feeling are un-describe-able

went to the band room
i sit in the corner again with the thoughts
ppl think i have problem..
padey look at me in a are u all right expression
nissah came up and ask me
>am i sick
>am i having depression
>am i having fever
>am i okay..

i have the expression like someone dearest from me
have pass away..but its not..

after warm up things been better with the sadden thing..
and i started to be better in mood and everything..

i love my section so much..




SHERMINE
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Saturday, November 11, 2006